i really dont know how to explain what I feel today..
I am tired yet find no reason to be tired at all. Do I still have the grudge for what have you did?..
Do I still hurting for the love that I just lost.. last month I may say that I move on and have a new path and a new life.. but why is it a single mention of your name makes my heart bleed a thousand times again.
I maybe move on yet forget to let go.. How will I do that without hurting my self again.. Do I need to get rid everything that connects me from you in the past. do I need to remove all your friends in my social sites.. come on I been hurt by you a million times, I cried a river because of you isn't that enough to hate you, or is that enough to let you go.. do I need sedative to ease the pain that I feel inside?..
I am making myself a fool because of you once more...and i start to hate my self again.. hope by the end of the year I can look you in the eye without a single pain inside..
Do I still hurting for the love that I just lost.. last month I may say that I move on and have a new path and a new life.. but why is it a single mention of your name makes my heart bleed a thousand times again.
I maybe move on yet forget to let go.. How will I do that without hurting my self again.. Do I need to get rid everything that connects me from you in the past. do I need to remove all your friends in my social sites.. come on I been hurt by you a million times, I cried a river because of you isn't that enough to hate you, or is that enough to let you go.. do I need sedative to ease the pain that I feel inside?..
I am making myself a fool because of you once more...and i start to hate my self again.. hope by the end of the year I can look you in the eye without a single pain inside..
I know I have to let you go because thats what our destiny tells me too...
